camp is over. i am super super happy that its over ok. the most tiring three days ever!!! gosh. dunno lah. i just feel so empty and tired out, even though i slept for like almost 20 hrs... from yst to this morning haha. i feel more mentally tired than anything else i think. had a good rest today tho... just reading the whole day :)
abt camp... lots to think abt and lots to say. but well. no pt getting upset over what is over and done with i guess. spent the last night feeling sorry for myself haha. ok not really. dunno oso lah. just learnt alot from this experience, and one of them is that i will NOT join camp com again haha. im a lazy pig and i prefer to stay that way. dunno lah maybe im just being dumb or something but i do wish that someone had come to talk to me that night. but then again i din ask anyone or tell anyone where i was. and maybe it was for the best lah. i just really dunno. well anyway at least i got an answer to a prayer and well i guess its no. yah so tts a good thing. one more thing to put behind me and forget about.
anyway i think i have been neglecting my cell group. to josephine, xiang, julia, jia xin, lifeng, shuhan, rachel tan and rachel pink, i am so sorry. and i know that only jo has the pass to my blog but well. dunno lah im just really sorry. and to lijia as well, for always asking her to lead for me cos i have other things to do on saturday. i just feel really bad that cell has not been my first priority in so many things, i owe it to them to be the best cell leader that i can be. just feel like im doing so much on so little now and well i think it all comes down to my walk with God. yah but im sorry to you guys for not being there so many of the times recently and for not keeping to my resolutions to really love and cherish each one of you always. a shepherd must always pray for thier sheep and i know that i have not been doing enough of that. esp now that i dont have a cell group of my own, i should have put my girls first but i din and well. yah i just feel really bad about that.
you may think that you have disappointed me but the thing is, i have disappointed myself most of all
abt camp... lots to think abt and lots to say. but well. no pt getting upset over what is over and done with i guess. spent the last night feeling sorry for myself haha. ok not really. dunno oso lah. just learnt alot from this experience, and one of them is that i will NOT join camp com again haha. im a lazy pig and i prefer to stay that way. dunno lah maybe im just being dumb or something but i do wish that someone had come to talk to me that night. but then again i din ask anyone or tell anyone where i was. and maybe it was for the best lah. i just really dunno. well anyway at least i got an answer to a prayer and well i guess its no. yah so tts a good thing. one more thing to put behind me and forget about.
anyway i think i have been neglecting my cell group. to josephine, xiang, julia, jia xin, lifeng, shuhan, rachel tan and rachel pink, i am so sorry. and i know that only jo has the pass to my blog but well. dunno lah im just really sorry. and to lijia as well, for always asking her to lead for me cos i have other things to do on saturday. i just feel really bad that cell has not been my first priority in so many things, i owe it to them to be the best cell leader that i can be. just feel like im doing so much on so little now and well i think it all comes down to my walk with God. yah but im sorry to you guys for not being there so many of the times recently and for not keeping to my resolutions to really love and cherish each one of you always. a shepherd must always pray for thier sheep and i know that i have not been doing enough of that. esp now that i dont have a cell group of my own, i should have put my girls first but i din and well. yah i just feel really bad about that.
you may think that you have disappointed me but the thing is, i have disappointed myself most of all
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